i believe in destiny

kalau masih percaya sama ALLAH, ngga' ada yang ngga' mungkin khan??

maukah kamu....?

heiy..kamu,,
maukah kamu sedikit memperlambat langkahmu..?
agar aku bisa berjalan menyamaimu...

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk sedikit menolehkan wajahmu untuk melihat sekitar?
agar kamu tahu aku yang ada di sampingmu..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk duduk sebentar..?
agar aku bisa sedikit mengusap peluh dikeningmu..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk menengadahkan kedua tanganmu..?
agar aku bisa memberimu sesuatu yang mungkin kamu sendiri belum pernah mendapatkannya..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk menerima uluran tanganku..?
agar aku bisa mengangkatmu ketika kamu sedang terjatuh dan mengajakmu untuk kembali berjalan lagi..

kamu..
maukah kamu sedikit membuka pintumu..?
agar aku bisa masuk ke duniamu..

kamu..
ya..kamu, bukan yang lain..
masih ada banyak permintaan yang ingin kusampaikan padamu..
hanya kamu..karena yang ku ingin cuma kamu..tidak yang lain..
kamu..
mungkin saatnya kamu tahu semuanya..
semua yang belum kamu ketahui langsung dariku..
semua rahasia yang tertutup rapat..
kamu..
aku ingin kamu...

burned dreams

Sailing over wave and tide
Fantastic waves against our sides
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, as i should be
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, you and I, you and me
but not now my dear, its just me..alone..
i just wondering if i can take care handle of this alone
but, again its not..
maybe this is just my own dreams
or maybe i just lived on it
to much regret that i've done
the endings just the same with all past mistakes that i've made


yesterday..i just want some good news..
want some new hope that might it give from GOD to me..
but..
nothing that i've got..just another dreams that maybe come to me with his cruelty
maybe...

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i wanted to tell you, what really happened
but how do i explain this
how do i explain everything...
if you cut out my head before i said it to you my dear..

"there's some reason for everthing that happen in my life"

hell yeagh,,
finally semester ini kelar juga..
pfyuuh..
(let me take a deep breath first..)
after long journey dengan segala kemalasan dan pesakitan yang diderita,
sekarang semua dah bebas..(even not realy free ^^, there's still alot of job wating on my desk now..damn!!)

mmh..why this body never feel fit for these few week. dont know why but theres something i think even i always try try to learn how to live healty like sikat gigi 2x sehari, makan 3 kali sehari(or even more), mandi 2x sehari, minum air putih yg banyak, and try to drink milk everyday ^^..
i do it just to make my body fit..dah cape rasanya sakit trs gini..

hmm,,weekend ini..?what things that i've done..
after i cancelled to go out camping with my college friend and cancelled to go to solo but i think i've learned something..
"there's some reason for everthing that happen in my life"
haha..sok2an bgt tu kata, but its trus..
alot of thing thats came suddenly and it always have benang merah with another thing that happen before or after..quite ridiculous, but i think its true..

oh yeagh..akhir2 mulai tertarik dengan godaan si setan laknat..
heuheu..emank tu makhluk udah ditakdirin buat goda manusia,but i alwsy try to ignore it..( i need ur help GOD..)

last..no matter what i've done, i will always do it just for my happines..!!